ALLOHHAA…. I know all of you readers think that the Blogger Moms / Instagrammer Moms have got it all together and everything looks so picture perfect and theres nothing bad in the world of perfect pictures blah blah blah…the truth is its not perfect and I am scared out of my mind….to be a Mom of 4!!!!

-Some of my Favorite memories this past Summer with Me and the 3 musketeers….

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***Mazes little outfit brought to you by Taylin threads the cutest little outfit that he wears all the time!! Easy to mix and match and always a Go-To***

You guys being a Mom of 4 totally freaks me out. Its been just me and these guys for the past 4 years and you all know Maze is my little sidekick. To think they are all growing up and going to school and leaving me is giving me really hormonal issues lol. I am so excited for baby #4 to come and join this pack, but I’m not going to lie i have lots of questions…Will i be good at the newborn thing again? Will i even know how to be that soft and gentle? (i feel like ive been wild and crazy with energetic boys the past few years that soft, quiet, gentle is so foreign to me) Will i be able to stay up all night again? How will i keep up with the Momboss life , 4 boys and then smack dab in the middle of football season AHHHH? Will i be able to love this baby as much as my others? Will this baby love me? Will this baby be happy here? Will i know how to breastfeed again? ahhhhh….as you can see my head is spinning!!! It feels like forever when i went through this newborn phase…I know everything will work out and be fine. I know things will happen and everyone keeps telling me “it will all come back to me” I just hope i will do a good job and I hope this little one will forgive me easy and love me fast!!! #4 HERE WE GO!!!! WE GOT THIS little buddy!!!

I WOULD LOVE ANY FEEDBACK OR TIPS IF YOU HAVE ANY FOR ME!!!

THANKS FOR READING…LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!

REMEMBER “WE CAN DO HARD THINGS”

LOVE AND ALOHA,
TIA